This feeling

For all the words I have

For all the combinations there are

I have no words

To descrbe this feeling.

The way you light up my day

When it's as dark as ash.

The love I feel

When I look at your picture.

The exctement I feel

When I see your text

The way I smile

Whenever I think about you

There are no words to describe

This heart-stopping feeling

No one else in this vast world

Means as much to me as you.

Pain

Those words

Just a few simple words.

How could they render

So much pain

When I saw them

My heart broke

Shattered on the floor

Into a million pieces.

The pain i'm feeling

It's overwhelming.

I still want to be with you.

I don't understand it

I never will.

This is the real me

When I'm around you

I can be me.

There's no need to pretend.

You're one of few

That I can be open with.

It startles me.

You know me,

The real me.

I haven't shown to anyone

before.

I have no reason

To pretend

When I'm around you.

This is the real me.

I want to get to know you better

When you text me,

I smile

When you tell me I'm cute,

I blush.

What will you say?

How do you feel?

It's a mystery to me.

I am lost and confused.

The way you act

Differs from what you say.

I don't know what to think.

I want to get to know you better.

I want to talk to you,

To simply sit down,

Spend time with you.

Your hugs are captivating.

When theirs a strict no P.D.A rule

You hug me anyway

Right in front of everyone.

I love it.

I walk into the room hoping,

Just hoping

You will give me a hug.

Something to show me you care.

I hope you do,

Because I want to get to know you better.

I'm Confused

We've just met

Yet I open up to you

In a way I've not done before

This feeling is strange

And unexpected,

Though not unwelcome.

I'm quite confused.

By how giddy i feel

When you text me.

By how easily

You make me blush.

I've never felt this way before

And you're to blame.

I'm so confused.

Am I a friend to you?

Or am I more?
Pray Tell?

You say you want to see me

I want to say the same

But I am too afraid.

We've only known each other

Not for a month

Yet I have this feeling

About you.

And I'm confused.

The Things You Missed

Graduation,

Concerts,

Field Shows,

Birthdays.

All-Important events

In their own right

Things I want to share

Things you missed.

You may not realize it,

You may not know it:

When you're not there

It hurts.

I hide it

I don't show it.

You're busy,

You're stresed.

I get that.

But these All-Important things

Are the things you missed.

The Seasons are Changing

Red,

Orange,

Yellow,

leaves starting to fall

they break off the branch,

float gracefully to the ground.

Fall is here.

Soon the trees are bare,

the air crisp

cool.

White crystals float

gingerly down to earth.

Enveloping all in a sheet of white.

The Seasons are Changing.